Still I Pictured Him Everyday - Hope to Have a Man Like Him

I am married, yes. But in my mind, I am still counting on the days, that my man, will become the same person as who my father was. A man of honor, integrity, love, concern and everything that a man should be to his wife and children.

I can't blame myself to be in this kind of situation where I think of him all the time for I have made mistakes to the time when he is alive and until the time where he is losing his life. I wasn't able to hug him ever since I became a teen. I remember the time where I have touched him, was when he was in the hospital experiencing Dementia, that was a year ago before  he died and the second time was when he is already lying dead, leaving us all.

I missed you so much father that I want to be you. Loved by children, remembered and missed by loved ones.

Happy Birthday Tatay, We Missed You So Much

Celebrating your birthday is one thing that we don't want to missed. Having you as a father is one of the greatest achievement for me. If not because of you, I am nothing. I wouldn't be here if not because of you. I really cherished the moment when you have told us stories about your life as a child. I admire your courage in facing all the difficulties in life that you have before. Now that you are in heaven, I promise to take good care of our family. You have molded me to become a good daughter, you have imparted me good ways in facing my life.

November 1, 2011 - I Know You Are Now Happy with God

I visited my father. I feel light and happy, now that I know that he is happy now with God. I missed him so much that it makes me smile, reminiscing the past and everything that he had done for us. Thank you tatay..

Things That Keeps Me Reminded of Him

Everytime I get to see these things, it always reminds me of him. Thank you for staying, I still can feel your help, father. I know you are guiding my way and is always there for me.

These are Precious for Me - He Used to Have These

My Father together with my Mother - Family Picture

Storage where he puts and collects our electricity bill.

I bought this for him - his bread supply.

His Memory - as a God Fearing man.

He Wrote this inside the Bible.

My Siblings Birthdays inside the Bible.

Our mainswitch - he's always fixing this and I get to help him by holding the light (flashlight)

He made this computer table - old yet it's memorable.

Something you Should Know about Dance With My Father Lyrics

 Dance With My Father
Luther Vandross

Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then

Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure
I was loved

If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again
Ooh, ooh

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah
Then finally make me do just what my mama said

Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he
Would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance
One final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with my father

Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear her, mama cryin’ for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me

I know I’m prayin’ for much too much
But could You send back the only man she loved
I know You don’t do it usually
But Lord, she’s dyin’ to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream

What Makes Up a Dad

What Makes up a Dad

What Makes Up a Good Dad

Heaven Lyrics by Warrant - I Dedicate this Song for my Father

Heaven by Warrant

The time I have listened to my playlist one by one, there I stop working and listened to the song of the "Warrant" entitled Heaven. I can relate on the song, it's message is sad but somehow isnpirational and I think of my father.

I've got a picture of your house, And you're standing by the door.
It's black and white and faded, And it's looking pretty worn.
See the factory that I worked, Silhouetted in the back.
The memories are gray but man they're really coming back.

I don't need to be the king of the world, As long as i'm the hero of this little girl

Heaven isn't too far away, Closer to it everyday
No matter what your friends might say

How I love the way you move, And the sparkle in your eyes
There's a color deep inside them, Like blue suburban skys
When i come home late at night, And you're in bed asleep
I wrap my arms around you, So I can feel you breathe

I dont need to be a superman, As long as you will always be my biggest fan

Heaven isn't too far away, Closer to it everyday (Ah, ah)
No matter what your friends might say, We'll find our way, yeah

Now the lights are going out, Along the boulevard
Memories come rushing back and makes it pretty hard
I've got nowhere left to go, And no one really cares
I don't know what to do, But I'm never giving up on you.

Heaven isn't too far away, Closer to it every day
ohhhh ohhh, No matter what your friends say
I know we're gonna find a way

Why We Missed Our Father, Daddy, Tatay

Just wanted to stop working now ( minutes would be fine ) . I'm thinking of him, all the time. I miss him. God it's so painful losing the one you really loved a lot. Father, guide me, help me cope up with you not being with us. Wherever you are, remember that you are loved. Missed you a lot. I'm trying to control my tears but I can't help it. Loved you so much. Sorry, if I don't have the time to visit you there. Hope, that you're always there guiding us. Today is Wednesday, 3:36 AM, July 13, 2011.

Still Missing My Dad

Can't sleep, because I'm thinking of him. I love him so much and until now I can't move on. He's my light and my day. My happiness and my fulfillment.

I Missed You a Lot – Thank You For Loving Us

It’s been 6 months since our father left us. I can’t stop myself from thinking about him. He’s been on my mind wherever and whatever I do. That’s just how much I love him. He’s been very nice and kind. That’s the reason why  I really missed him a lot. I missed his laughter’s, his kindness and thoughtfulness. 

He left us, without even telling him how much we love him. Hope he got this message: Father, I love you so much!. And I miss you a lot! Sorry for everything, sorry for not telling you, how much I loved you. Wherever you are, I know that God is with you and that you are always there, guiding us on our way.

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